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Zomg news! [Jan. 31st, 2009|12:56 pm]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

What a freaking week! 
My sister and her boyfriend got married on Wednesday, and then my sis had her baby on Thursday evening. Me and my mom were "coaches" for her so we spent the whole day in the hospital with her, along with my new brother in law, Luiz, who we all love and are happy to have in the family. Around 7:30am on Thursday the doc came in and broke her water....and then we waited...and waited....and waited some more....

Then we waited some more! 

Around 9:00pm-ish doc came in and suggested a c-section. She just wasn't dilating past 4-5cm even after he gave her the epidural, which is supposed to kind of speed things along a bit. So, the 4 of us discussed it and my sis thought it would be best to just go ahead with it. Baby just was stubborn and didn't wanna come out the 'ol natural way. And, well you also have to factor in that she was about a week and a half early, induced labor, I've heard sometimes it can be difficult to get the baby out if they're not 100% ready.

So, after being in the room with her for 15 hours, me and my mom get kicked out into the lobby for the c-section. Only the father was allowed inside for that...which SUCKED 'cause being there for that long and not getting to see what we were there for was a bit disappointing. But, I'm happy that the baby came out healthy, 10 fingers, 10 toes, she's absolutely gorgeous! She looks just like her papa, Luiz. :) Her name is Lilyana.  Sis is doing good also, minus being quite sore and she's also had a nasty cold since about Tuesday. She actually lost most of her voice on Wednesday. So I feel so bad that she has been sick throughout all this, it doesn't make things any better that's for sure.

But, the 3 of them should be able to go home tomorrow! In the meantime I'm helping watch over their puppy, Princess. And for the next 6 weeks my sis will need a lot of help cause she'll be recovering and such. Soooo yeah things have changed quite a bit over here on my end. I'll have some pics up to share eventually. :)
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The Onion and Sarah Palin collide [Sep. 25th, 2008|02:53 pm]
Gotta love this shit


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tap tap.... [Feb. 17th, 2008|01:01 pm]
Is this thing still on??

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OMFG [Oct. 7th, 2007|02:56 pm]
So I've been living at home for about 2 months now and I can't fucking STAND it. Mom acts like I'm fucking 12 years old and tries to control what I do and shit, which is something I asked her to lay off of if I was ok with coming home. Nothing has changed. I've been keeping up with shit I gotta do around the house, but the second there's like....1 or 2 things in my car that could be thrown out she has a fit and tells me she's going to take things away from me if I don't get my car cleaned up. Like...I'm a fucking child. I can't fucking stand it.

I'm seriously getting to the point where all I want to do is forget about school for awhile, get a job somewhere and just the fuck out of here 'cause I'm not even here much, and when I am, I'm just angry and pissed off and frustrated and it's not a fun place to be right now. Cuz my mom thinks me and my sister are little kids who need to be told what to do all the time, and while sometimes I do need to be reminded, she doesn't have to tell me she's going to take something away from me if it doesn't get done. 'Cause it will get done, hell I just full cleaned my car, vaccuumed and all like a week ago. So whatever is in there is probably something that's in there from this past week and I just forgot about it, which I tend to do. But yeah how fucking stupid is that, I'm 23 years old and my sister is 26 and by the way my mom talks to us, you'd think we were like 12 years old.

I can't save up money while I'm going to school full time, so I'm definitely going to be here for at least another year. And honestly, I won't be able to deal with this shit for another year. I try my best in school, I keep shit done around here, but when there's 1 thing I need to do, I'm like some fucking child or something. It's so stupid, I fucking hate it here someone save me plz k thnxbai.
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Wow this sucks.. [Mar. 11th, 2007|11:45 am]
[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]

I can't help myself, but I've been getting better with it, I just read Dustin's myspace blog and it was about his gf Emily and how much he loves her and how wonderful it is and all that. Now, I'm over the whole Dustin thing, but I can't help but feel a twinge of jealousy, 'cause how come this wonderfulness happens to everyone else but me? Ok, so I'm sure there are people out there who don't have it, but they have at one point or another...I suppose I did have that wonderfulness once, a long time ago...and I had it with Dustin himself, even...but that was short lived and now he feels that wonderfulness with someone else. Fine. I've dealt with that. 

But SERRRRRRRRIOUSLY, when is it going to be my turn? Everyone has told me it'll happen for me...yeah well you people have been saying that for over 2 years now! lol...not to say I don't appreciate the positive thoughts or anything, but shit...I want something to happen...I think I've waited long enough, had enough heartbreak...I'm 22, going to be 23 this year and I can't remember the last time I went on a date. Most people my age go on dates ALL the time. Or at least have a boyfriend or girlfriend here and there. It's just very very sad and I can't help but think about it. All I do is go to work and go to school and come home and sit on my butt and play Warcraft....I don't know anybody around in the Antioch area and I don't even know what there is to do around here to even meet anyone...I'm not really a social butterfly either, which makes it hard to meet new people. Every now and then I'll go to the cafe or hang out with Jason or something like that, but sometimes not for 2 or 3 weeks...I'm so lonely =( 

I'm excited to go to California for a few days, tho. That is something. Even if it's just to hang out with Jordan for a few days...get out of regular day repetitiveness and do something different. My sister mentioned something about a recreational co-ed volleyball team, which I would totally be up for, but she thinks it's not until the summer...I thought about joining a softball team, but when the fuck would I have time for practice and games? I need to work because I need money and the days I don't work I'm downtown at school...I just don't have time to do anything like that...work and school just totally dominates everything and it fucking sucks. The only day I have no work or school is Saturday. Sunday is shot out the window 'cause I work 9-5 and then I have to get to bed at a decent hour 'cause I have a full day of school on Monday's.

I have started hanging out with Dave Monday nights, which is good social interaction for me...lol...we started last week and we watched a few episodes of Lost before just crashing out 'cause it was already like 1 in the morning. I always enjoy hanging out with Dave, he's one of the few friends I have who actually keep in touch with me on a regular basis....so thanks Dave, for that. =)

Bah ok well since work is starting to slow down already, I'm going to jump at the chance to write up some papers for school and catch up on some reading and all that fun bullshit. God I can't wait to be done with fucking school. UGH! 

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ew @ torture [Mar. 7th, 2007|05:13 pm]
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So I think people enjoy torturing me...even people I don't know well at all...so ya know that guy Dustin I had a huge thing for who totally dicked me over a few months ago? Yeah, well I just got a myspace friends request from the girl he started seeing, who I only me very briefly twice when I was visiting Dustin. 

What the fuck? Are you doing this just to throw it in my face? For what reason? To bask in the glory of yanking away the one guy who has made me happy in the last 5 years? Fucking bitch. Die. 
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I'm driving to Chicago today... [Feb. 5th, 2007|11:19 am]
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Fuck taking Metra and having to deal with waiting for buses and such on a day like today. I can't stand how fucking cold it has been. I don't even want to go outside, much less drive to the train station, wait for the train, get downtown, wait for the bus/walk to class...repeat/reverse directions for the way home...

...so I'm just going to take my car. Less steps, much easier...get into car, drive to city. There. Yea I'll have to pay for parking, but fuck it. It's only going to be on days like this when it's just too unbearable to deal with walking and trains and buses and waiting in this weather.

I have to fill up my car, and I need to remind myself to put that heat stuff in the tank so my gas doesn't freeze and then I'm stuck somewhere cold and hungry. LoL.

Oh and Rex Grossman choked big time last night...on Mannings semen.
Defense was for shit, too.

WTF is the point of working so hard and FINALLY making it to the superbowl after all these years and getting the fans all excited and such and then playing such a dispicable game? Bunch of chokers! Ugh! Oh but you know I still love them and I'll be rooting for 'em next year, as always.
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Just an update... [Jan. 16th, 2007|11:54 am]
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I haven't written here in awhile, so I thought I'd write an update for anyone who cares...

...I'm all moved into Jordan's house in Antioch. I moved on Sunday and then we all watched the Bears game, which was fucking nervewracking, but I'm so glad they won!! If we win next week against the Saints it's onto the Superbowl!! God, I hope they win...

I start training at my new job at Remax next Wednesday. I'm excited about it, 'cause I will have internet access at this job. lol. I haven't had a job that had the internet since I was 17...so I'm excited about that. My boss even said that she doesn't mind if we're on the net, as long as we're not doing anything inappropriate or downloading anything...she doesn't mind if we play games on it and stuff, when it's slow/dead of course.

I picked up a copy of the Burning Crusade at EB games last night, with Dan. I met up with him at Chili's around 10:45pm. We went to EB games at 11 and bought a copy, but then we had to come back at midnight to actually get the copy, since they couldnt actually give any of us copies until 12:01am. So between 11 and 12 we drove around for a bit...then came back to EB games and had to stand in a line of about 50 people...took about 20 minutes or so, wasn't too bad. But yeaaaa, we started blood elves....it's pretty sweet. We ended up playing on our main characters after about an hour on the blood elves, 'cause we are so close to level 40 and getting mounts, we just want to play hardcore on our mains.

Speaking of which, I'm going to hop on now and see if I can't get to level 39 by the end of the afternoon =D
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Gettin' the move on... [Dec. 28th, 2006|03:22 pm]
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]

Plans to move
But once more
And that's it
I shall stay where I am, damnit.

I've got 4 showings between tomorrow and saturday for people to come look at my apartment for sublet. I'm hoping one of them will wanna take the place and I can move before school starts back up. My mom, my sister and Sims came by today and helped me clean up my apartment...dust, vaccuum, clean the bathroom, all that shit. So the apartment is really clean and stuff right now. And I gotta leave for work in a little bit here...which suuuuucks 'cause I don't wanna work tonight. I need a new job. Can't wait to moooooove!
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Oh, so he's not ignoring me...lol [Dec. 25th, 2006|01:54 am]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

Yeah I guess he HAS just been busy 'cause he talked to me today, via myspace...
He sent me a comment wishing me a Merry Christmas and then sent me a message that said this:

god, I miss you, I miss warcraft...

I freaked out a lot because you had to be here while you were down here, and now I have someone pretty much living with me, only its someone that doesnt know about wow.

I havent been online and chatting in forever, I havent even logged into warcraft in over a week.

Im happy, but im so sad at the same time.

I like my life, but I miss warcraft, and I miss the connection we have.

I feel like your always going to be totally important to me, and the things we shared and did are completely special to me.

Im so sorry that things went like they did, thank you, I miss you

This really does make me feel better...to know that he's thinking about me and that the time we had together was important to him. I'm glad I wasn't the only one who felt that way. I didn't *think* he was a complete asshole, but the way things seem to go for me, I was starting to worry he was a jackass as well. So yay, we shall continue to remain friends and I hope that maybe someday we will get to hang out without things being all weird and shit.
Mind you...my shield is up, so no need to worry about me. There's been quite a bit I've learned about myself this past week...I'm going to really focus on myself and my own life and try to make things better for myself. I think this was a milestone...2007 will come and it will be new and fresh and I feel like I'm going to start it with a clean slate. Everything happens for a reason...maybe the reason for Dustin coming into my life at this point was so that I know I can have a closeness with someone again. I didn't think I would ever have that again(since brad) and I'm glad that I had/have the feelings that I have for Dustin...he'll always be important to me, even if we can't be together. I hope he is happy, not just with this girl or any girl for that matter, but with his life as a whole. I do love him and he'll always be special to me. I wouldn't trade our time together for anything.

*sigh* It feels good to feel good again.
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